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Which road will I choose?

Day 18, Double Springs Campground to Maxie Tank

Saturday, October 12, 2024

I slept well last night. That was a little surprising, given how many worries were on my mind when I went to bed. Each worry was a question that demanded an immediate answer.

How do I get around the fire closure? How can I stay hydrated when the water is scarce and foul? Do my son and his family in Asheville need my help? Should I quit and go home? Is it selfish to stay and continue my hike?

So far, I have no answers.

Weather Clear, then becoming partly cloudy; temperatures from the low-40s to near 80ÂşF
Trail Conditions Mostly single-track with a detour on gravel roads; only slight variation in elevation
Today's Miles 15.5 miles
Trip Miles 257.2 miles

When I began hiking this morning, I was able to chip away at one of those worries. It wasn’t the biggest one, but it was a start.

A few days ago while I was in Flagstaff, I got in contact with someone who said he was available to drive hikers around the fire closure. After walking about 90 minutes on the trail today, I stopped to eat breakfast and sent a text message to the driver. I told him I was on the track to be picked up on Tuesday.

The driver confirmed he could do that and would drop me off in Pine. From there, I could get to Phoenix and fly home, if that’s what I decided to do. If I stayed on the trail, I’d have to figure out later how to come back and complete the section that was currently closed.

A map of a detour on the Arizona Trail

Minutes after I finished texting with the driver, I discovered that a new map had been posted on an Arizona Trail Facebook group page. It showed an alternate route around the closure. Following the map would require some road walking, but that felt like a better choice than skipping a section of the trail.

Thinking this way seemed out of sync with my thoughts about quitting my hike. Even now, I didn’t want to skip some of the trail. I wanted to keep my options open, which told me I still wasn’t sure what to do.

At least I now knew about the alternate route. I sent another message to the driver and canceled the ride.

That was one question answered, one less worry to carry with me.

Rusting logging equipment

After I started walking again, I passed more evidence of the old logging railroad I saw yesterday. Rusted, twisted cables and fragments of machinery were lying next to the trail. The cables were probably used to drag logs to the tracks before they were carried to a mill.

Brown water pouring from a spigot

I stopped again when I arrived at Navajo Spring. To get there, I had to leave the trail and follow a road for a short distance. This was a road that went down to a small resort area at Mormon Lake.

I thought about continuing down the road to a restaurant, and again, that felt like a contradiction with my feelings. I could get a meal at the restaurant and maybe make arrangements to go home, but that didn't feel right.

I decided to get water and keep walking so I could complete a few more miles. The water flowed from Navajo Spring through a pipe to a valve. The water that came out was a murky brown, and I couldn’t tell if that was because of silt or rust. My filter cleared the water’s color, but it tasted of iron, which gave me the answer.

Before leaving, I ate a snack. In all, I spent about 30 minutes at the spring.

So far this morning, I walked only 4.5 miles. That was a paltry distance for four hours of hiking. Nevertheless, that time was productive. I had been able to work out a way to get around the trail closure near Pine.

A barricade and sign warning of a burn area and detour ahead

Soon after I left Navajo Spring and returned to the trail, I came to a barricade with a sign that said the trail ahead was closed. A prescribed burn was being conducted in the area. This was one of several burn events scheduled by the U.S. Forest Service this month. The sign included a map showing a detour for hikers.

It was unclear if the burning operation was still underway. Nevertheless, as I did on Day 10, I decided it was best to follow the detour and not walk through the burn area. I didn't see or smell any smoke, but I didn't want to walk through it if burning was in progress.

A gravel road

The detour was 6.2 miles long, adding a mile to the trail.

At 12:15 p.m., I stopped for lunch under a shade tree on a gravel road that was part of the detour. While I ate, four vehicles drove by, each one kicking up dust in my face.

A light layer of clouds move in

A light layer of clouds moved in after I finished my lunch. It didn’t lower the temperature, however. That remained around 80ºF. I was roasting in the exposure of the wide gravel road.

While I was taking my lunch break, I happened to find a comment posted in the FarOut app by a hiker who walked this detour four days ago. He said he found a shortcut that was shaded by trees.

A dirt road was a shortcut

When I arrived at the start of the shortcut, I decided to take it. I didn’t shave much distance off the detour, but it got me out of the sun, and that made it worthwhile.

I also saw several deer running back and forth across the dirt road. Until that moment, wildlife had been scarce on the trail the last few days, almost as scarce as other hikers.

An elevated section of an old railroad bed

I got back on the official AZT route at 2:50 p.m. From there, the trail followed another elevated section of an old railroad bed.

Allan Lake

The railroad bed led to a wide meadow with a shallow body of water called Allan Lake. An information sign posted nearby said this spot was the end of the line for the railroad.

After the Flagstaff Lumber Manufacturing Company stopped logging north of Mormon Lake, other lumber companies operated sporadically in the area. Then in the 1940s, World War II spiked a demand for lumber.

The Saginaw and Manistee Lumber Company acquired timber rights and extended the railroad south of Mormon Lake.

Cut timber was hauled by trucks to this location, which was named Allan Lake Landing. From here, a train took the logs to a sawmill in Flagstaff.

Logging continued in the area through the early 1950s, but by then, logs were only hauled by trucks. The railroad tracks were removed in 1967.

Lake Mary Road

There was a trailhead south of Allan Lake, just before the trail crossed Lake Mary Road. I found a bottle of water there labeled "public." It was an unexpected treat to have water that didn’t need to be filtered.

Not wanting to be greedy, I only took enough to top off one of my bottles. But then, a short distance away, I found three more gallon jugs of water, and these were full. Now I felt more comfortable about refilling my other bottles.

Right after that, I walked past a cow tank with a strong odor of cow, which made me especially grateful for the clean water. I was glad I didn’t have to collect and filter water there.

The Arizona Trail at 4 p.m.

There was only a 500-foot difference in elevation between where I started my day and where I was ending it. A few short climbs in between added more elevation, but the gains were soon lost in descents. Overall, the trail wasn’t challenging today.

Moxie Tank

My slow start this morning and the detour shortened the distance I hoped to walk today. I had to adjust my goal by heading to a closer water source. It was called Maxie Tank.

I like to camp near where I can refill my water bottles, but I don’t camp in the immediate area because it is probably used by livestock or wildlife. I hoped to find a spot away from the water to set up camp.

Thanks to the surprise water left by trail angels, however, I didn’t have to stop at the tank to collect water. I continued walking for about a half-mile past it.

Gear set up for cowboy camping

At 5:30 p.m., I spotted a wide, flat spot that was about 200 feet off the trail and looked suitable for camping. It took me several minutes to find a clear space free of cow and deer droppings. I was glad to get settled before sunset, which was less than 30 minutes away.

Today was a day of small victories. Locating a campsite just before dark was one victory. Finding an area free of animal poop was another. The water cache, the shaded shortcut, and an easy, mostly flat trail were also small victories. I was ready for any I could find.

I had cell service again tonight, so I called Kim to update her on how I was feeling. I told her it had been a good day. That was a truthful statement, but it was made with some reservations. I still had worries and doubts, and they still impacted my desire to finish this hike.

I felt tonight like I had reached a crossroads. One road would keep me on the trail. The other would take me home. Standing there, I couldn’t decide which one to take. I kept looking in each direction, not knowing which one I wanted the most.

Sooner or later, something was bound to happen, triggering a decision and sending me in one of those directions.

It remains to be seen to which side I’m gonna lean
Which road will I choose, what will I gain, what will I lose?
Am I gonna come to my senses and see the light
in letting go of what I want in order to do what’s right?
Or be right by who?
By me or by you?
It’s just a crossroads
Is the light red or is it green? I’m getting mixed signals
I really don’t know what they mean
If I wasn’t temporarily blind, if I could only take one look
I know I’d find how simple it all is
How much do I really want this?

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