At 5:30 p.m., I spotted a wide, flat spot that was about 200 feet off the trail and looked suitable for camping. It took me several minutes to find a clear space free of cow and deer droppings. I was glad to get settled before sunset, which was less than 30 minutes away.
Today was a day of small victories. Locating a campsite just before dark was one victory. Finding an area free of animal poop was another. The water cache, the shaded shortcut, and an easy, mostly flat trail were also small victories. I was ready for any I could find.
I had cell service again tonight, so I called Kim to update her on how I was feeling. I told her it had been a good day. That was a truthful statement, but it was made with some reservations. I still had worries and doubts, and they still impacted my desire to finish this hike.
I felt tonight like I had reached a crossroads. One road would keep me on the trail. The other would take me home. Standing there, I couldn’t decide which one to take. I kept looking in each direction, not knowing which one I wanted the most.
Sooner or later, something was bound to happen, triggering a decision and sending me in one of those directions.