I didn't walk far this morning before I arrived at a cow tank. As I approached, I saw two women on the other side. I didn’t need water, so I didn't stop. I waved hello, then continued a little farther until I found a log to sit on and eat breakfast.
While I was eating, one of the women approached me. She said her trail name was Tree Hugger, and that she had hiked many sections of the AZT. She was hiking with Amy, who didn’t have a trail name. Amy joined us a few minutes later.
When Tree Hugger happened to notice my feet, she asked if I was wearing Simblissity gaiters. She explained that her husband owned the company.
As our conversation continued, I told Tree Hugger that I planned to quit the trail and go home. She was sympathetic to the reasons I shared.
Then she said something that, because of her trail experience, sounded logical and convincing. The scenery will be changing soon, she told me. After the trail drops below the Mogollon Rim, the trail's character is much different from the monotonous flat terrain with mile after mile of Ponderosa pine trees.
Tree Hugger added that water caches are maintained better farther south. The quality is generally better in that direction.
I couldn't help but wonder if Tree Hugger was trying to cheer me up. Still, her words landed with unexpected force. They struck in the same way as when I discovered yesterday that my shoes were worn out. Both moments caught me off guard. The first snapped my will to keep hiking. This one put it back.
I realized that until this moment, I still hadn’t gotten off the fence I’d been riding for several days. Despite making a firm decision to quit, I remained uncertain about it. Tree Hugger’s words helped me see I’d made a rash decision. It was probably boosted too much by a convenient opportunity for a ride to the airport.
After Tree Hugger and Amy left, I called Kim to tell her about my conversation. I had already decided to reverse course, but I still wanted to talk it over with her. Right away, she could hear a change in my mood.
We agreed there was no reason, at least for now, why I shouldn’t stay on the trail. I could give it a try for a few more days. In fact, I could still leave the trail anytime I wanted. It no longer felt like I had to quit right now.
Shannon was scheduled to pick me up in just a few hours, so I had to move quickly and send her a message. This one was easier to write than the text I sent her yesterday.
"I need to cancel the plan for today and tomorrow," I wrote. "I've decided to stay on the trail and continue hiking. Thanks for your offer to help."